Jonghyun <3

Alexander <3

Taecyeon <3

Changmin <3

Dujun <3

Junsu<3

CHOI SIWON! <3

These are the only boys im in love with right now. Just so YOU know. :) xoxo.

Today was supposed to be a Kyla-Azilla Day but...

we were joined by the 5 dwarfs! ^^

Too lazy to elaborate. But pictures are up at facebook! Cheerios!

Finally,10 year anniversary is over. All the sweat and tears has finally paid off. I have to say that im very proud of Sri Cemara Gamelan. Yesterday,was in fact one of our performances that i will never forget. We played our hearts out and we did our best.

Through gamelan,i have created friendship with all of you. We have a bond that is so unique cos its a love-hate kinda relationship. No matter how much i scream at you,u know that its all fr th best of gamelan :)

I'd like to thank all my committee members who put up with my irritating nonsense at times,and for always being there fr me. Farzianah,th president of Gamelan,u have brought us all to great heights and to Ain,u were th best gong-player partner i could ever find. Shakila,i knew i could trust you with my secrets and im always thre fr u whenever you need me ok? Nabilah,ur like my scandal in gamelan lah pls and i know im gna miss fighting with you. Fatin,who comforted me when i cried on wednesday. And to all my babi's(thats what i call the members who were born in year of th pig^^),all th anjing's(us sec four's^^) will definitely miss you guys.

Thank you teachers in charge of Gamelan,past and present,lik Mr Fathol,i swear to god u were so cute. He even bought breakfast fr us during our syf rehearsals last year. Ms Choo,Ms Ng who gave us moral support. And to mr gavin goh,who is ever so talented. Thanks fr believing in us when we ourselves,didnt. Mrs Arleen Tan,u always believed in us. Thank you teachers :)

And a bigggg thank you to Mr Amran,our instructor. I will most definitely miss you cs u always believed in us and u also,have brought us to great heights. Thank you fr saying that u were so proud of us after our performance. We're proud of you too. You rarely scold us and u have patience with us that no other instructor could ever have. thank you :)

Big up's to all Band,Co,Malay dance,Chinese dance,actors,backstage crew,flag team,teachers and gamelan(^^) fr putting up an awesome show. WHOOP WHOOP! And thanks to audience who laughed at times that dint require laughter. Korg punye sense of humour baek! (Y)

Now my main priority is O's. Im gna miss Gamelan. :(

Right this moment,i wish things could be back to normal. But sadly,it wont. Things will never be the same,and i know it.

But here's a big thank you to people who tried their hardest to cheer me up today. Dinee and Aishah who gave me bear hugs when i had a slight breakdown during just now's rehearsal. Fira,who asked if i was okay. Especially Syahilah,who gave me a hug because she said i deserved it. And Syahilah rarely hugs me cs me and her never hug each other cs we're cool like that. But she still gave me a hug nonetheless. Ismael who called me up to talk to me when i told him my situation. And Fatin,who sticked with me throughout the rehearsal. And Ho Enqi who gave me a long fb msg.  Im glad to have friends like you guys. Thank you <3

Im contemplating if i should get this black oxfords fr myself ..

Or should i get this marc jacobs bag?:/

Decisions. Decisions.

I miss us. Friday,we're gna have fun! <3

"Jangan sedih! Kyla,pls doa fr me pls:) there's alot of ppl here. I thnk more than 2000. Im at the entrance. Directly at the front. But there's another queue on the other side. And they are already giving out numbers! So basically there's 2 queues. The other queue overnight seh! Wish me luck pls! "

This was what was typed in a message i got frm Azilla this morning at 743AM. I was on my way to madrasah and i was so distracted,even before i got this msg. Usually as i go to madrasa in th car,i would always fall asleep. Mainly cos im a victim of motion sickness. But i dint even sleep as i go to madrasa today. I kept thnking abt Shinee coming to Lot 1 today.

And when i gt Azilla's msg,i got even sadder. I couldve been there with her :( I felt so sad siah. I made a little silent prayer to God asking him to let Azilla and my cousins to be the first 1000 ppl. I feel sad fr my cousins cs they waited fr so long and dint get to even glance at SHINee :( Im not sure abt Azilla tho. But Azilla,Malee was so nice. They promised that they would get pics fr me. Im nt sure if they did tho. But still,its th thought that counts.

And to make my day even worse,my bro wouldnt give me his ipod nano. He got himself an iTouch and he still wouldnt gimme th nano. He told me its was spoiled. What a load of bullshit. So depressed now. Jonghyun,i want to meet u so much :(

Presenting piano man playing tired of waiting by 2PM.

PERHATIAN SEMUA SAYA ADA TEST POA ESK DAN SAYA BELUM BLAJA \m/

Th first half of school i was feeling down cs i was thinking abt Shinee coming to Spore. Then i guess,Mr Su,my use-to-be teacher saw th difference in my attitude that day,cs after recess he asked me why i was sad. SHOCKING SIA. :O

Just now rehearsal was fuuuuuun. My alumni from lik th first batch of gamelan came down again. And he liked helped us out alot and encouraged us to smile everytime we play. AND PLUS HE BLANJA-ED ALL OF US DRINKS SIA WAHLAO. Huat ah Dyon! :D Today i also collected my new spectacles frm Capitol. I feel so smart right now! >:]

Ok bye.

Time is now 1057pm and i have just finished my homework^^ Finished doesnt mean completed,nyeheheh. But im too sleepy now to be bothered. At least i attempted to finish my questions ok teachers! Today's rehearsal fr 10 year anni was quite fun because Dinee my mei mei sat beside me fr awhile and we laughed alot. Usually practices would be boring,but today's practice was boring at all. Thanks to Dinee! <3

Went home at 7 plus today. I swear i was so tired today i couldnt concentrate on my journey home. Jalan senget-senget sia. Reached home and realised that Nurul havent come home yet,so waited fr her to come home fr awhile then we had dindin together. Then me and her accompanied Daddy to fetch Abg at his camp last minute. -_- And on th way home,i saw my abg's screensaver picture :O it was him and this girlllll who doesnt look hot. What is it with him and bad girlfriend choices?! TSK.

So now,im off to sleep. Cos im sleepy. And that's what i do when i feel sleepy. I sleep. Gnite :)